Medications: Effexor 150mg & Abilify 10mg
So we from latuda, trazadone and Abilify to just Effexor and Abilify. I had a severe melt down at my therapy session and switched it a couple months ago. At first the Effexor was working with my depression and anxiety. And now this past month I have been feeling lifeless, no energy or motivation what so ever. Except a couple of days where I had a few hours of a burst of energy.
I have read up on Wellbutrin and learned that it's used for bipolar, depression and anxiety. Also a plus, it's used to help people quit smoking. Which is something I want to do. So my next appointment I will be asking to switch to try it and see if it works for me.
My mood this morning like every other morning is bleh.... I have a hard time waking up. I have to drink my coffee and smoke a cigarette in order to wake up. But after an hour or two of getting to that "hopefully" functioning level I'm ok for a bit, until my mood swings back down. So I'm going to try and get some stuff done while I have my mood in the right place, at least until it swings back down.
Kids are done in the bath, my oldest Devon went across the street to play with his friend, youngest Grayson is running around the house. Let's see what this gal can get done the rest of the morning. I'll touch back in a few hours.
My relationship with Ryan (spouse) is really up and down, my biggest trigger for my depression and anxiety. Will have to touch back on that as it goes. I'm currently content with my mood, probably because he is still sleeping, until about 1:30 or so when he wakes up. We shall see how that goes when he wakes up as well. Hopefully it will be a good day for the two of us. Fingers crossed! 😕
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